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I step past the entryway, and into Marcus’s humble castle of sorts, and I know instantly that the house is alive with magic.
I can feel it, taste it, and almost swim for my life inside it like a raging river, and yet, incredibly, at the same time, it’s a gentle song floating in a calm sea. It’s the first time I understand that magic can be many things, and the magic in this house is all of those things.
As for the view, steepled ceilings tower above me, and the space is cozy and picturesque, larger than it seemed it could be from outside, the living room filled with overstuffed furniture in browns and blues. A wide hearth frames the room, consuming the right wall; the bricks are as welcoming as the blue and orange flames licking at the encasing. The kitchen is directly behind the sitting area, the island wide and long, and created of glistening marble.
Marcus shuts the door behind me and appears by my side. “It’s alive,” I whisper, pulling my gaze from the room to look at him.
“Everything in this world is, but when you enclose it in walls, even Spellcasted walls, the magic becomes even more heavily concentrated and powerful.”
“Is it safe?”
“The magic in this house protects those inside it. In fact, there is no other place from this point forward in your life, where you can fully allow your guard to come down.”
In other words, my home outside of Elysium will never be safe again. Maybe it never was in the first place. “In this house? Or in this world?”
“Treat outside as a human would a forest filled with wild animals and a sea swimming with sharks, and you’ll be just fine.”
When he puts it that way, the world I’ve grown up in sounds dangerous, and maybe that’s the point. It is, and perhaps that’s why I radiated toward criminal law. I felt a deep-seeded need to do something proactive, to fight who I thought to be bad actors that were human, not demons. Now, I wonder just how often I ran into a demon, I didn’t see, as I wasn’t of age.
My gaze lifts to the winding staircase to the left and closer to the kitchen than the door to our rear, to the two towering wooden doors at the top, and it’s clear magic is in this place. There is no way those doors fit in the house I observed from outside, and yet, here they are.
“What’s that up there?” I ask, glancing over at Marcus.
“You said I need something to offer you other than food. That place is my offering.” He disappears, and my gaze swings to the top of the stairs, where I know I’ll find him, and I do. “Come join me,” he says, his eyes positively wicked with a mix of amusement and challenge. He wants me to just wish myself there, or at least, I think that’s how it works, and the truth is, I loved the feeling of traveling with him. It was an adrenaline rush, much like I imagine skydiving must be, but without the sensation of falling. I crave the ability to recreate that on my own, but I don’t seem to understand the process well enough to actually make it happen.
In the back of my mind, I am reminded of Marcus preaching about me believing in my own magic to own it, which is impossible to do when I’m still half certain I’m trapped inside a never-ending nightmare. So, do I believe? No. No, I do not believe in my own magic. I barely believe in his.
So, like a normal magicless human, I walk in his direction, and I don’t stop until I’m attempting to head up the stairs only to hit an invisible wall, bouncing rather roughly off of it. “What the heck was that?” I demand, moving to stand directly underneath him and glaring up at him.
“The house protects what’s up here with me,” he states. “But I Spellcast a tunnel for you.”
“It wouldn’t let me pass.”
“Use your magic.”
I don’t even entertain that idea. “So I can’t come up?”
“You can. You know how.”
I purse my lips. “This is getting old.”
“Come to me, Raya,” he commands, and suddenly I’m there, up there, with him, standing in front of him.
My hands fly up, the only shelter I have in the storm of unexpectedness he’s always creating. “What just happened?” I demand. “Because I didn’t do that myself. Can you just pick me up and move me around with your mind?”
“You did, and I cannot. The house wants what you want. It helped you.”
“The house wants what I want,” I repeat, all but choking on the ridiculousness of the words. “That’s almost the strangest thing you’ve said to me. And creepy.”
“We’re standing in the center of a gravitational hotspot, which magnifies the power of magic. And what’s creepy, are green-eyed demons. If your powers really are bound, which I believe they are, you need a force such as this one, to free them, for your own use.”
“In other words, you’re telling me this house granted me a wish?”
He doesn’t react to my smooth ability to be a smartass, remaining highly focused on his explanation. “The magic that resides in this house latched onto your own magic and helped you use it. And to be clear, if you had no magic, that wouldn’t have happened. By the time we leave here, using your assets will become like talking for you. You’ll use it that easily.” He motions behind him. “Want to see what’s behind the doors?”
“I worked to get here,” I say without hesitation, wanting to know what is so precious that it’s protected behind invisible walls. “I want to know why.”
His way too perfect mouth quirks at the edges. “But did you really?”
“I walked clear across the living room before the magic delivered me to you.”
He laughs, a deep chuckle I feel in my belly, and I have this nervous idea he might actually know how he affects me, he feels it even, and I don’t know how to stop it from happening. And do I want to stop it from happening? “Ah, yes,” he says. “I forget all the miles you walked through snow, with no shoes. Up a hill, no doubt.”
“You understand human jokes very well.”
“I’ve lived my lifetime with humans,” he says. “If I didn’t, how sad would that be?” He rotates to face the door.
I step to his side with an odd sense of belonging, in this exact place, that I do not understand. Knowledge is power, and at this point, I have none. I barely know him. In fact, I know little about him, and that needs to change, but for now, I focus on the mysterious room. The double doors tower before us and above us, the gold glistening much as the silver front doors had, but there’s an additional yellow glow, much like sunlight beaming through the corners of a curtain, delivering the hues of a new day. They begin to slide open, and somehow I know this isn’t by way of Marcus and his magic.
It's the house.
And the way it seems to live and breathe on its own really is creepy, and yet, somehow intriguing. I’m a contradiction these days. No, I think I’ve lived my life as a contradiction, and I didn’t even know it. I need to take control, and the only way I know to do that is the same way I did it in law school--with knowledge. I need to learn.
I can feel it, taste it, and almost swim for my life inside it like a raging river, and yet, incredibly, at the same time, it’s a gentle song floating in a calm sea. It’s the first time I understand that magic can be many things, and the magic in this house is all of those things.
As for the view, steepled ceilings tower above me, and the space is cozy and picturesque, larger than it seemed it could be from outside, the living room filled with overstuffed furniture in browns and blues. A wide hearth frames the room, consuming the right wall; the bricks are as welcoming as the blue and orange flames licking at the encasing. The kitchen is directly behind the sitting area, the island wide and long, and created of glistening marble.
Marcus shuts the door behind me and appears by my side. “It’s alive,” I whisper, pulling my gaze from the room to look at him.
“Everything in this world is, but when you enclose it in walls, even Spellcasted walls, the magic becomes even more heavily concentrated and powerful.”
“Is it safe?”
“The magic in this house protects those inside it. In fact, there is no other place from this point forward in your life, where you can fully allow your guard to come down.”
In other words, my home outside of Elysium will never be safe again. Maybe it never was in the first place. “In this house? Or in this world?”
“Treat outside as a human would a forest filled with wild animals and a sea swimming with sharks, and you’ll be just fine.”
When he puts it that way, the world I’ve grown up in sounds dangerous, and maybe that’s the point. It is, and perhaps that’s why I radiated toward criminal law. I felt a deep-seeded need to do something proactive, to fight who I thought to be bad actors that were human, not demons. Now, I wonder just how often I ran into a demon, I didn’t see, as I wasn’t of age.
My gaze lifts to the winding staircase to the left and closer to the kitchen than the door to our rear, to the two towering wooden doors at the top, and it’s clear magic is in this place. There is no way those doors fit in the house I observed from outside, and yet, here they are.
“What’s that up there?” I ask, glancing over at Marcus.
“You said I need something to offer you other than food. That place is my offering.” He disappears, and my gaze swings to the top of the stairs, where I know I’ll find him, and I do. “Come join me,” he says, his eyes positively wicked with a mix of amusement and challenge. He wants me to just wish myself there, or at least, I think that’s how it works, and the truth is, I loved the feeling of traveling with him. It was an adrenaline rush, much like I imagine skydiving must be, but without the sensation of falling. I crave the ability to recreate that on my own, but I don’t seem to understand the process well enough to actually make it happen.
In the back of my mind, I am reminded of Marcus preaching about me believing in my own magic to own it, which is impossible to do when I’m still half certain I’m trapped inside a never-ending nightmare. So, do I believe? No. No, I do not believe in my own magic. I barely believe in his.
So, like a normal magicless human, I walk in his direction, and I don’t stop until I’m attempting to head up the stairs only to hit an invisible wall, bouncing rather roughly off of it. “What the heck was that?” I demand, moving to stand directly underneath him and glaring up at him.
“The house protects what’s up here with me,” he states. “But I Spellcast a tunnel for you.”
“It wouldn’t let me pass.”
“Use your magic.”
I don’t even entertain that idea. “So I can’t come up?”
“You can. You know how.”
I purse my lips. “This is getting old.”
“Come to me, Raya,” he commands, and suddenly I’m there, up there, with him, standing in front of him.
My hands fly up, the only shelter I have in the storm of unexpectedness he’s always creating. “What just happened?” I demand. “Because I didn’t do that myself. Can you just pick me up and move me around with your mind?”
“You did, and I cannot. The house wants what you want. It helped you.”
“The house wants what I want,” I repeat, all but choking on the ridiculousness of the words. “That’s almost the strangest thing you’ve said to me. And creepy.”
“We’re standing in the center of a gravitational hotspot, which magnifies the power of magic. And what’s creepy, are green-eyed demons. If your powers really are bound, which I believe they are, you need a force such as this one, to free them, for your own use.”
“In other words, you’re telling me this house granted me a wish?”
He doesn’t react to my smooth ability to be a smartass, remaining highly focused on his explanation. “The magic that resides in this house latched onto your own magic and helped you use it. And to be clear, if you had no magic, that wouldn’t have happened. By the time we leave here, using your assets will become like talking for you. You’ll use it that easily.” He motions behind him. “Want to see what’s behind the doors?”
“I worked to get here,” I say without hesitation, wanting to know what is so precious that it’s protected behind invisible walls. “I want to know why.”
His way too perfect mouth quirks at the edges. “But did you really?”
“I walked clear across the living room before the magic delivered me to you.”
He laughs, a deep chuckle I feel in my belly, and I have this nervous idea he might actually know how he affects me, he feels it even, and I don’t know how to stop it from happening. And do I want to stop it from happening? “Ah, yes,” he says. “I forget all the miles you walked through snow, with no shoes. Up a hill, no doubt.”
“You understand human jokes very well.”
“I’ve lived my lifetime with humans,” he says. “If I didn’t, how sad would that be?” He rotates to face the door.
I step to his side with an odd sense of belonging, in this exact place, that I do not understand. Knowledge is power, and at this point, I have none. I barely know him. In fact, I know little about him, and that needs to change, but for now, I focus on the mysterious room. The double doors tower before us and above us, the gold glistening much as the silver front doors had, but there’s an additional yellow glow, much like sunlight beaming through the corners of a curtain, delivering the hues of a new day. They begin to slide open, and somehow I know this isn’t by way of Marcus and his magic.
It's the house.
And the way it seems to live and breathe on its own really is creepy, and yet, somehow intriguing. I’m a contradiction these days. No, I think I’ve lived my life as a contradiction, and I didn’t even know it. I need to take control, and the only way I know to do that is the same way I did it in law school--with knowledge. I need to learn.